When i think about my life and where im at right now....im happy. The biggest change in my life that has been the most important to me has been my boyfriend. He was a wake up call in my life that made me see where my life was heading. I got so fed up with normal routine i started to think what could it hurt to make a few mistakes here and there? We have been together for what will be 7 months this saturday. =]
I think about how far we've come and how much of an impact he has made in my life in these past months. He makes me want to be a better person and try harder. I remember meeting him felt like perfect timing. We met at a charity event where student governments would come together and support a cause. I ended up meeting him there and just like that, the same day and all he asked me to his prom =)....i think about that day a lot. How everything seemed to work out. How i was so driven to get to this event. I didnt go thinking this would happen. I went hoping that day would be different from many others in my past. I wanted to have fun and meet people and be open. This was the last year id get to meet other student government kids since it was my senior year and all. I just wanted to be able to come from that day and think how different and amazing it was.
I think i recieved a lot more then id bargained for. =) lol It ended up being one of the most important days of my senior year. That day made me believe in myself and others all over again. I think for a period of time i lost myself in all the frustration of being a teenager.
I think i began to compromise a lot of myself and my own beliefs becuase i didnt want to feel like id "missed out" on things. This was where i took a wrong step. Thinking that i was missing out because i didnt do all the same things other friends were doing. Im glad i realized it when i did becuase i dont know how different things would be for me.
Im so happy with my life right now. My boyfriend is the reason my life is where it is right now. Im moving forward in a positive way. I dont want to mess up everything he has helped me through. Hes not just a chapter in my life....hes become my inspiration to want to succeed in life. His dreams and aspirations make me want to push myself even harder every single day of my life.
I thank him everyday, even though i dont tell him personally, i do because hes the reason. =]
"Live for love"
I live for love every single day of my life because it makes me see the beauty in the simplest things that are around me everyday.
I love you Alex. Forever.
XOXO
=) Smile!
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