I've felt extremely out of sorts lately...i have felt to caged up and hidden from this world around me. I think i was so frustrated in my own mind wanting to create this world around me that I wont be able to have until i can move to it and experience the rest of the world. I realized i cant change anything around me to be like what i want in my future...but i CAN see the beauty in what i have now. I dont want to keep overlooking the lovely parts of this world around now because in time i wont be in this same place. I want to make the msot of my life...i want to express my feelings and emotions through my artwork. I kept thinking that this "artistic block" id hit was something i couldnt really control..but had to wait until it ended itself. I realized...thats completely wrong!
I am the the only one who can come out of this rutt! I dont want to feel like ive had a lack of inspiration anymore. I miss feeling like the moment i have inspiration i can just express it! I kept driving by beautiful, interesting, and thought provoking places all over Phoenix and I took mental notes of each to remember I wanted to go shoot there or utilize it in a painting. I didnt realize i was sut filing them away! I want to get out there and snap pictures of the world that i find so interesting. I missed this feeling....i missed feeling like i could express my emotions not simply in words but in photographs, and drawings, or paintings.
Ive wasted away a good portion of this Arizona Summer making mental notes waiting for things to happen...im done..ive got 2 1/2 weeks left to make the most of it!
My boyfriend actually wants me to photograph him =] Im excited...hes one of my biggest inspirations! He works his butt off and hes torn down every wall that has ever stood in his way. Hes the strongest person i know and Id love to capture this person he is in my own work. I have been with him for nearly 6 months now..we fell for each other the moment we met..and well i suppose ill save that lovely story for another post. Hes my fairytale Prince Charming =]
I just want to do him proud because Art is my passion. It is the one thing i am good at and i want to better my work with more emotional and real things!
I live with Passion everyday..and i never ever wanna forget that again.
XOXO--Hello Anne
"What if i built a raft? To sail away on this river? Where would it lead? Would the current sweep me away to my wildest dreams? If i sail away will you put your hand in mine and sail into the sunset with me? Could our love be enough to hide the risks that may come at the other end?
Will you hold your hand in mine and sail into the unknown?"
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